personal...

I am wanting to make my blog not only FUN and EXCITING, but also personal and share my thoughts and feelings from my journals. I hope that by expressing my feelings it will touch those of you out there.. and maybe even help you.
It is so weird... the older I get the more emotional I get about EVERYTHING!! it's ridiculous. haha
Alot of you know that I have a huge passion for dancing. I love it... I love doing it, teaching it, and watching it.
I love it when you can see the love and passion of a dancer through their performance. I love when you can see and especially FEEL the story they are portraying through their dancing! Last night I went to the Bountiful High's Dance Company Concert. There were tons of fun and AMAZING dances. But there were a few that really really touched me. Each and every dance was very personal to each of the dancers which I loved. The story of their dances and the passion each of the dancers had towards that dance, gave me the goose bumps. The one that got to me the most was the ending dance. It was about all the earthquakes and disasters going on around the world. The song, the choreography, and the dancers made it amazing! and made me cry!! I'm sure that it really touched everyone there.
Its hard to explain the way I feel about this and dancing... but all of you dancers out there know exactly what I am talking about!

The song is called.. "That's How Strong My Love Is" by Alicia Keys.

It's getting closer and closer to the day that I move to Nebraska!! It is SO SO crazy! I am getting very excited but nervous the closer it gets. I'm excited to get away and start new. It will be a good experience for me! I'll really miss my family..especially my mom and Rachel, they are my best friends! the mountains. my job(s). my friends. the utah weather. studio. I'm going to miss everything!! But I am looking forward to this experience.

Life is hard right now.. All through high school I had probably 4 girl friends through out all 3 years, the rest of my friends were boys. I just seemed to get along better with guys.. not really with girls. Now I only have 2 friends left, the rest have left on their missions. It's so so crazy. I remember when they all talked about going on missions and now they are all gone. Time goes by so fast! But now that they are gone, time has slowed down. It seems like they have been gone FOREVER!!! Everyone knows that I am obsessed with wanting to get married really young, but I always tell my mom that I have a few of my friends on mish's right now that I would wait for if they wrote me and asked me to wait for them. I love them..... they are all such a good example to me. They have all helped me become a better person through out the years and I'm thankful for that. Without some of them I would still be where I was a year ago! I'm so lucky that each of them are in my life! I'm counting down the days for them to come home!! and I get SOOO excited when I get a letter from them! I love it.

Rachel graduated from Seminary this last Sunday! She only recieved a one year certificate.. but I am still so so proud of her! I really look up to her, even though she is my little sister! I don't know what I would do without her. I'm proud of her for going to the graduation in front of all of her peers that know she didn't complete seminary and walk across the stand. She made me cry!! I'm so so proud of her! I'm so lucky to have her as a best friend! I love her so much!

"Through the shake of an earthquake I will never fall,
That's how strong my love is.
Like a ship through a storm we can risk it all,
That's how strong my love is.
Through the deepest waters I won't let you drown,
That's how strong my love is.
I'll be the water you need in the desert sand,
Just to let you know you'll always have my hand.
I'll be the woman you need to be a better man,
So you'll know...
Through the shake of an earthquake I will never fall,
That's how strong my love is.
Like a ship through a storm we can risk it all,
That's how strong my love is."