oh my lanta.

I always go so long without blogging and then soo much happens and I get very behind. There is alot going through my mind right now! So much has happened in the last 3 weeks, it's crazy. First of all I've been in Nebraska for THREE weeks now. It's incredible how FAST time flies. It blows my mind. I absolutely loveee it here. It's so so different than Utah. People are so much nicer, the weather is VERY different. (It's HOT and Humid) but I'm already used to it. There are absolutely no mountains :( That was and still is the hardest adjustment I think. I love and miss my Utah mountains. Just the fact that I LIVE in NEBRASKA just blows my mind. I never thought that I would live in Omaha. It's crazy. But I'm having so much fun and I'm excited for the next 5 and 1/2 months here. It's going to be an AMAZING experience.
Being a Nanny is very hard, tiring, FUN, scary, but such a GREAT experience. I really do love the kids which makes this sooooo much easier for me. I feel like a Mom!!!! It makes me want to get married even MORE then I already want to and to start my own family. Now all I need is my prince to come along and take me away on his horse!!!! :)
I haven't been too homesick. Which is surprising but I'm so so glad! It would make things very hard on me if I was. This is my new home for 6 months.
Of course, MARRIAGE is ALWAYS on my mind.... 24/7. I want to get married, I want that feeling of security and comfort of knowing that someone is with me and supports me no matter what. but now that I am older (a little bit) I realized that I have to wait for the right man, even if that means a couple years. The one that is my prince charming.... and maybe the reason why I haven't really had a boyfriend since Cory is because I'm not suppose to, maybe I have to wait for MY MAN!?! I don't know, but I am always thinking about it and I can not wait for the day when I can be with the one I love forever...
Even though I am not homesick, I really do miss my Family and Friends ALOT. It's hard being so far away from people you love and spend alot of time around. I love getting texts, messages, letters, phone calls from friends and family... from ANYONE. just to have a conversation with someone back home.
This past weekend "The Sisters" (Rachel and Emily) and I were SO SO freaking lucky enough to go to JUSTIN BIEBER'S CONCERT!!!!! Ahhh. It was SO much fun. I have never seen sooo many GIRLS screaming and dancing and singing for ONE boy! But seriously... he probably is the cutest most adorable little boy out there. Boys always say, "he's a fag", "He sounds like a girl", "he sucks".... but what my response to that is, "You're just jealous because aall of the girls want HIM and not you ". This is very true.. I absolutely LOVE all of his songs. They're all SO thoughtful, and meaningful and so many of us girls can relate to them (especially me) and that's why we love HIM and his music so much. He doesn't suck boys... sorry. Anyways it was an AMAZING night and I had so much fun. I'm so glad that I was able to fly home and spend that time with my two best friends. Speaking of flying........ this was my FIRST time flying since I was six, and I was by myself!! It was very fun, and scary at the same time! I had a blast!!
So Kelli and I were sitting at the dinner table tonight, and noticed that the sky was very dark and cloudy. So we started talking about how we know if there is a tornado. (Our area gets alot of them, i guess...) She told me that the announce it over the radio/tv... but if it's serious a siren will go off. No kidding, 5 seconds after she said that.... the siren went off! And the storm hit HARD. Winds over 70 mph and tons of rain. Ali had been playing on her slip n slide earlier so Kelli and I ran outside to get it before it blew away! Thank Goodness there was NO TORNADO!!! It was scary but SO cool at the same time. Now we know we can hear the siren from our house.
I can't wait to come back to Utah and visit all the time! :) and I would definitely LOVE visitors! ;)